I utterly HATE this with my life and soul!!! You have SUCKED all of the energy, life, and “Jen-ness” out of me. YOU ruined me! I fxcking LET YOU ruin me!. You were the ONE person in my life that i gave my HEART and SOUL to! and for what??!!?!?! if i knew you would take those vital things and throw it on the ground and stomp on it, then i would have NEVER EVER thought about giving it to you. I will never get back what you have taken from me. I want it back so bad but i have to sit here and accept that you will forever have that part of me. FUCK YOU ASSHOLE! if you havent already caught on, im talking about my ex. Can i just say one thing (or actually ill say more than ONE) but you, my ex, have a TERRIBLE choice of words. but you know, sometimes you have amazing choice of words and you swoon me off my fcking feet! How convenient that you have BOTH abilities! I hope you read this cuz some little instigating bird will see this, tell you that im writing about you, and THATS the FUCKING point. for you to see ALL of this! my tumblr isnt full of half naked men as your is full of half naked women. So when you look at my tumblr, dont think that i do the same fcking shit as you. cuz your wrong. so FOR THE INSTIGATING BLUE BIRD that is going to tell him about this, THANK YOU so much for NOT minding your own damn business and tell him about my RANTS :) cuz i think he’s looking for a reaction out of me, he wants to see that im hurting so much and that i feel like someone just stabbed my heart really good and then LEFT the knife there to sit as I go throughout my day with a broken heart. well amazing job! bravo! you did it, you got a reaction from me and IDGAF!!
I hope you find what you’re looking for and that you DO live you’re life happily, cuz if im not in that picture to make you happy, then fine, ill accept it, but let me have MY version of a pity party cuz let me tell you, you sure know how to throw 5 years down the garbage disposal. thank you very much!
