I have one idea im CONSTANTLY thinking of but i was told to think of 2 others that might make me realize different things…so i did.
I had to entertain myself with the idea of being happy on my own, that is a little difficult but doable.
The other idea was to imagine that another person could make me happy in a healthy way of course. And that idea didnt sit very well with me either because i kept imagining something else, or rather someone else.
Every day gets harder, I feel, to let go. Maybe in reality it is getting easier, im just sidetracked at the moment.
anyways, this post is completely for my writing/jotting down thoughts i had in my head. Not intended to grasp the attention of others.
k Im gonna nap for the 3rd time today. Sweet Dreams.
